First post

So... I decided I needed some place to vent... and here it is. I'm almost done with my first assignment for student teaching in Kindergarten. Really enjoying it so far. One thing I am battling though. My self confidence. I'm so used to being torn down that when things are so good that every suggestion that I am given by either my teacher or my adviser... I start doubting myself. I try not to feel that way but I cannot help it. This afternoon after the race my teacher sent me an e-mail saying I'm in charge this week and she's changing the lesson plans around a little so that it allows for more independence from the students. I almost had a panic attack. I know I can do it, I've done it before when she left the room but just seeing those words made me doubt that I could do it. I don't know how to change it.